Agnosticism

Thy persona brought out awes,
opinions changed laws,
smile succumbed hostility.
Empathy revoked grief.

Our company turned heads,
Arguments saw audience,
Flirting induced trance.
Belief strew jealousy.

Subtle were the glances,
Futile were the forces,
Spontaneous was the chemistry.
Unreveal-able was the mystery.

Gray transformed to hue,
Mist transformed to dew,
To my surprise, thou did to you.

Never were you so blasphemous,
Never were you so indifferent,
intentional, could it be?

Disabled was I, my crutches did you take?
You trampled the most fragile thing in my body,
And all I could do was, fake.

The question stands - whom do we blame,
You, me or was it the frame?

You called it off and the flurry took the gun.
Frantically I sought for an answer,
contemplating it was no fun.

Love fled companionship or companion fled love?
Who is to answer when all is said and done.

Thou have always been a graft of mine,
Sometime may we feast foursome,
For that day I promise, you'll have a share in my glass of wine.

Abstruse

I said mill and He said Mutiny;
I said calm and He said Turbulent;
I said betrayal and He said Faithful;
I said gaudy and He said Tasteful;
I said judgment and He said Forgiving,
I said fanatic and He said Sane,
I said condescend, and He said Humility.

Seeing His antonymous mood,
I said Solitude and He said Amen.
















No...this isn't my worst piece of writing ,I generally write this bad.

My Psychology Crush

What agonizes a being more a bodily dis-construct or an emotional demolition?

Why is it that an emotional outburst induced physical reaction ends up tearing an emotional proforma? Is it a cycle?

Or, is it that we manipulate the happenings to keep the time interesting?

Why is seeking attention an integral part of every creature? If it is, then why do people dislike it?

How do we define "inhuman behavior"?

All these questions are straight forward but why are the same questions so difficult to answer?
People around find all of this fucking piece of shit but She finds them interesting. Infact this happens to be her subject of mastery. I like the people around. Then, am I not justified in liking her too?

I know it is symptomatic idiocy to write all of this about a forty plus married woman. 

However, once you are on the verge of surpassing your teenage and have an inherent 'instinct' to scrutinize personalities with all the wisdom you've got, does it really matter?